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Monday, March 16, 2020

This Is Just One Storm

How many poems and articles am I going to write before I realize that even though these words are perfectly arranged, they are simply just never going to cure what it is that is broken inside of me. Maybe I take comfort in other people who have shared the same heartbreak as I have. However, the un-denying truth is that yes, we are all heartbroken in some way or another and you probably even read quotes, poetry, as well as articles about many different topics and I think that we do this for some form of reassurance for our own wounded hearts.

However, it is only human to feel some kind of pain and to be able to find that same experience in another person almost makes your heart go "giddy-up", you pause in your own breathing as you feel a sense of relief from everything that has been weighing you down lately and you are also familiar with those feelings because that feeling is so damn familiar.

Yes, of course, it hurts and it is going to hurt... Yes, you have shed many tears and you are most likely going to shed alot more tears in the future... Yes, you feel as if your very own heart is literally just caving its way in and it might also feels like your chest is collapsing in-wards... Sure, you feel like a complete fool and you probably feel the resentment towards all of it.

On the other hand, I believe that you will fall in love again eventually and sure, you will be heartbroken many times in the future, but I just want you to know and to also keep in mind that what you are feeling at this moment is only temporary, so try not to allow it to consume you, but grieve for as long as you think is necessary. Only you can overcome what you are going through right now, so I simply say this to my readers :
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Believe in yourself                                                                                                     Look at the phone calls                                                                                              Look at the texts messages                                                                                       Look at all of the pictures 
 Cry as much as your eyes and your tears allow you to       

Think about both the good and also the bad memories that you have now... Get it all out while the pain that you are most likely feeling right now is still fresh.

You are probably wondering what my reason is for saying previous two sentences - You see, you have to clean a scratch or a cut with alcohol or peroxide, so of course it is going to burn like hell. However, it is going to heal you eventually and it is also going to cleanse your soul of impurities. Even though you are more than likely going to have a scar months or even years down the road, but you will not hurt as much as you are in this very moment, sweetheart.

They say that "time heals all wounds", so give it time honey and if you think that your heart was just broken too badly and there are just way too many pieces to even attempt to put all of the tiny pieces back together again... I want you to remind yourself of the simple fact that you are, in fact, still alive and please believe me when I tell you that you will overcome what you are feeling in due time.

Just try to find yourself darling, because there is so much more to live for and this temporary feeling is only keeping you from doing just that. So look ahead and move on- Not in weary, but in great confidence and remember that pain is very common and only temporary. Embrace it, but also learn to embrace your own personal growth at the same time as well.

A flower has to weather its very own storm throughout its whole entire life and not just a seed for flowers have many blooms and the storms make them beautiful and sweetheart, you are breathtakingly beautiful...…

This is only just one storm

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